Kill me

[Nikki12345]

There is no point I mean everyone hates me and doesn't include me in anything

[Stilltrying_]

Hi Nikki and I am so sorry you are feeling so distressed right now. I would refer to you back to what Bob posted yesterday to someone else. I copied and pasted it for myself and here is the bit that I keep. I hope it can help you.

"We are not bad people we have a disability that is partly due to a chemical imbalance in the brain. If you need to see the GP go ASAP and the Practice will arrange for you to have some support and understanding.

Remember one in eight has a mental illness sometimes in their lives so you are not alone and depression is a problem that in most cases be treated given time".

This was posted by borderriver on here yesterday.

Nikki you are not a bad person; just very stressed right now. As soon as you able phone the Samaritans and talk it over. Keep a list of helplines next to you for when you feel like this.

Hope this helps, I really feel for you.

Gemmalouise X

[Hidden]

Hi Nikki nice to meet you and welcome to the site. You don't say very much about yourself. Come in and tell us a bit more please. We don't bite honest!

Bev xx

[Suzie40]

How do you know that everyone hates you? X

[sarm]

I dont know if u are included or not. But in the end I have learnt to rely on myself and ultimately be my own best friend. It's the best say to be if u have struggles with relationships etc. But dont push others away... keep ur social life open. Because if u close it off u could become a recluse.

[AnnieQ]

I often feel the same. Bob replied to my post with the information below that Gemma has pasted on to her reply. It is easy to feel everyone hates you and you are not included. Tell us more so we can understand and try to offer our support.

[Hidden]

Hi nikki,

I don't hate you

I only have Internet on my phone and can't use this website very well which is why I don't usually write but I felt sad when when I saw your message and want to send you my support.

xx

[snookie-wookie]

Well you came on here and went through the process of signing up, so you aren't ready to give up yet. People on here have been where you have been and felt just as low, and we are all here for you. We want to include you, we want you to be a part of this, we value you and we certainly do not hate you. Depression sucks, it turns every negative thought inwards and makes you feel bad for feeling bad, and it's not fair. This disease doesn't have to define you. You are still you, don't ever lose that because it's beautiful.