All I can add is not really positive because that's exactly where I am. Non stop crying bouts of up to hours, tears even coming out of my nose!
I have the massive support of my mum but she is elderly and not without her own problems. Husband tries his best and sometimes it's brilliant help other times it makes me worse. I have to stay working because I don't have a contract so no work, no pay.
If I had the answer I'd love to help, but I too spiral out of control with bad thoughts, tears uncontrollable and misery.
I'd love a magic pill.
I have just changed from citalapram to ventanix or whatever it's called half way through the change over and it's so painful real pain like inside my stomach in knots, is this what you feel?