I can't seem to stop crying. It is official. My grandson will be held by the state.
Based on lies and vapors.
Today is Thanksgiving. I can't stop crying long enough to do anything else. People have been so sweet. They have been bringing food and goodies all day. Isn't that what is done when somebody dies?? My grandson is still living and breathing, and caught up in an evil system. He is so precious to me.
Still, I can look around and see the many blessings that have been bestowed upon me. I am so grateful to God for always being with me. Even when I stumbled, and couldn't get up for the longest time. And now, I look around my house. I have a very nice roof over my head; i am warm and cosy; people love and care about me, so I am not alone; I can see the green grass still peeking up through the snow (a light sprinkle); I can hear the things I need to hear, and some I don't need to hear; I have all my limbs and body parts, so I can walk, and take care of myself; I am able to get the things I need; miracles happen. I am so blessed. I don't know what I would do if the good Lord weren't by my side.