What is wrong with me? I have the sweetest man in my life, he's pretty much everything i could ask for and I just want to end things with him and I dont know why. I posted on here a few weeks ago explaining the situation. Ex left me and our two small children - so spend 3 years on my own - then meet this lovely guy in Jan of this year - now all i want to do is end things even though I love him and i know if I did end it, within days I'd know I'd messed up big time. I feel really confused and helpless today. I just want to curl up into a ball and roll away for a while. I hate how im feeling and I just dont know what to do.