Felt really grim today, did something stupid over the weekend which i dont want admit to as i know ill be judged and have the finger wagged at me.
Cant wait to get back to work tomorrow....even though its so stressful. I had my personal development review on friday and was nervous...but i did well, i couldnt help being dissapointed though, i wanted to do better than i did or maybe i thought i should have done better.
ive been so tired so slept most of the day, couldnt even bring myself to go for my run (1st one ive missed in 9 weeks) and didnt go food shopping so i could prep my food for the week. Just had no go in me.
I have though managed to tidy my room which ive been putting off for weeks.
Dressed up as a clown last night for a halloween party, was a good night i just get down seeing couples about and that. Wish i had someone to share my life with. Same old boring moans i know but i cant help it lol
Bath and bed i think....
what happens if I continue this habit?
**Trigger Warning** Hello
Looking for some advice...
