I don't want to speak too soon, but I am over the moon. I have cried with happiness this morning.
After yesterday's steroid injection nightmare, today is a good day. The best day I've had in over 2 months.
Nothing hurts. My joints aren't swollen. I woke up early full of energy. I could lift myself out of bed. I ate all my breakfast without feeling full or sick. I can hold my toothbrush properly.
The injection site is a little sore and my chest rash is still there but honestly that's the least of my worries. I woke up early enough to watch the sun rise over my beautiful city. I forgot what it feels like to be properly awake, it feels like I've just been existing for the past few weeks and not been able to focus on anything properly.
I am making it my mission to try and make people who are struggling feel better while I am feeling strong enough in myself.