I was happy since few days, like everything is getting better. And then suddenly something happens again, I get to face it again.. and my feelings take a 360 degree turn in a second. That fear, anxiety, past thoughts, dropped on me all at once. And I am not able to make myself feel better since then, since last night, I don't want to wake up. I want to cry, and feel extremely lonely. I am scared right now. I need someone. I have to pretend at home, can't share anything with them. The day seems so long, and dark, and I am unable to do any task.
It went scary again: I was happy since few days... - Heal My PTSD
It went scary again
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I'm so sorry you are struggling. Do you have support people around? Anyone to talk to?
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I understand, you're not alone. I didn't see this post til just now. I get it, I'm there too.
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