I'm so used to being able to do for myself. I can't stand dirty, anything dirty freaks me out. i have my left leg and arm In plaster cast because of the breaks from my fall. I'm so unused to being unable to wash my body. Well tonight I put water in the bath, then with a plastic cup and with one leg without plaster cast inthebath i set about giving myself a sort of hand shower with soap then I got the cup and poured water over myself. I am so proud as there's not much I can do right no. I'm having to put up with floors that are not vacuumed and dirty dishes left in the sink until someone who can wash them comes. I'm having to get into an unmade bed...I could go on and on. Instead I have decided to chill out and try to turn a blind eye to the things left undone.
I'm in a great deal of physical pain.