I am trying hard to feel ok...

[itsmytime]

Sometimes it feels like I am climbing up a mountain and I am dropping everything along the way. As soon as I get it all picked up and head on my way again it falls one by one. Is it stupid to keep picking the items up if I drop them every time or is it human nature to want to preserve and keep trying? I wonder sometimes if I am just circling the mountain or if every time I am learning to straighten my path so I may make it to the top. I hope to have some clarity sooner than later so I may know which direction to move towards.