No matter what I do I never seem to be able to get my point across. When I try to explain the way I feel or the way I am it's like I am all alone. I try to so many times that I just feel so worn out. Like I'm exhausted and just don't care to explain anymore. I don't want to become numb again and I just feel it coming on. Like a slow dullness that comes over me and cannot be shook. I'm so tired and what I used to feel excited for just isn't doing it for me. I hope that this will pass but it's lasting longer then usual. I think my anger has just been a sadness that had been shoved down for awhile. No friends that really care and that's ok cause I just would put a damper on their life I guess. Headaches with the tension and tiredness. My dogs are the best distraction I've got so thank god for them. I feel like I am a bother to anyone else. Worries just drive me into the ground and tears just run down my face . It's like a normal thing for me now at night to expect all of this to happen. During the day I try to stay too busy to think. I don't want pity or someone to coddle me . I just needed an outlet I guess... Idk. I could have kept it to myself like normal or put it on here so maybe it will be one less thing to hold in. idk thats all ive got... headache is killin me
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