My mother is such a self-centered person. Yet I still try to confide in her over and over and over again and I wish to seek emotional soothing that she is rarely able to give. She shows me this type of behavior over and over and over again. The saying is the true definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results. I am done. I will seek GOD who is able to heal me. God has shown me who he is I just and I will continue to believe despite setbacks.