I have multiple trama from my past. I was also given up for adoption. I've been seeing a therapist for several years. I've had a lot of contact. She gave me something that nobody else ever has. I'm very attached to her. She's slowly pulling away. But I don't feel like I've dealt with my abandonment issues yet. She's changed in a lot of ways. I'm not sure I can do this. It feels like she's abandoning me. I want to stop working in therapy. I want to stop being transparent. I'm not ready to have less contact. I don't know if I'm even making any since. It's very painful. I'm not sure if this is the way it's supossed ti be. Does anyone have any experience with this???