Here is my usual pop on cry for help which is selfish I know, as I am not on here helping others
My hysterectomy is tomrrow and I am scared and only 33 not ready to give up my womb
I am mega busy with 2 kids and working as a community development manager for Camelia Botnar Children's centre, as well as having bad fibro on hourly morphine, so finding the time to come on here is hard, so please forgive me and send a little tlc my way? i always feel better after my random rants on here
I dont know what i amscared of having had 2 c sections and always in pain, but am scared
I am usually positive but feel really negative about this like something is going to go wrong and my babies will losemore of their mummy than they have
I know its silly and its even being donw privately by the nhs as they cancelled me 6/7 x since Sept so i know i will get the best treatment possible!
Its tomrrow afternoin, and apparantly i come home Wednesdag 10am and cant get my head round that as thet are going back through my c secrion scars! its too soonand is really bothering me
positive note i am going to wean off my hourly morphine patches whilst recovering as hoping this is my new lease of life fingers crossed :)?
Please excuse spelling as typing quick on my phone and missing the letters lol
Thankyou for your selfless support, it really is apreciated x