i am walking like i have pooped my self !! sh*t myself what ever myself its not on ..i really do not know why.
i have to small lumps in lower back left and right has anyone else they are squdgy.
i think they meant to be there lol
tops of my legs thighs feel very uncomfortable, around my hips my lower base of spine, my bladder feels full a lot , my shoulders my arms
i have other things that hurt anyway but this is this particular thing that is bothering me!!
trying to walk is uncomfortable and i cannot go any higher on what i have already.
does anyone else feel like this and have any idea what it is as this is the 2nd time i have been this bad!!
i have looked up and on reading (iknow i shouldnt) it keeps coming up spinal stenosis and i have said this before a long long time ago to Dr so whether got to see how i go to prove it i dont know. since seeing Neurologist they said not doing no more tests or operations as cannot do on me this has left me so confused and quesionable to things as i need to keep my business going am pushing myself beyond whta my body will let me and smiling and gritting and gettin grumpy i snapping so i get told off my daughter who helps in the business. her way of paying board as no job but college. i just want to cry and am not by any means a unhappy person i am soooo bubbly. ohhhh didums lol
also seen herniated discs.
i have this problem already in my neck with cord compression so hoping its not now my lower half going on me too.
it is my hubbys bday today and so last night we went out as my besty friend shares the same birthday as hubby there were 9 of us and i felt so embarrased as everyone was so nice to me i could hardly walk. i had 3 small glasses of wine and left one it went to my head quickly .
had pics taken before we had a drink though i look fat and felt uncomfortable i have to admit as much as all the compliments i know am changing i can see it ! but was a fab funny hilarious nite as my hubby and friends hubby are a comedian duo together. ahhhhh sorry yet another rant i guess ..
i am here to help and listen to others not me rant again