Oh My God! I feel soooo ill! I thought before if i was having a bad day then that was a flare up and reading some other blogs i was thinking, well i can still function.
alk about having no idea!
My lovely daughter was home from uni for xmas and she had left her tramadol behind as she has sacro-eliac joint disfunction, so i shared mine which of course left me short before my meds were due. No problem i thought, i will just do without for a few days...pfft! did i get a shock!
The pain is indescribable, every single part of my body is screaming out at me i lasid in bed last night and sobbed but that just hurt me more. I couldnt shower myself of do anyting. I just about managed to get my daughter to school and i tried to do light housework and just kept having to sit down. Last night my OH did everything and i felt so guilty as hed been at work all day and i went to bed so early because the pain was so bad. I eventually dropped off to sleep only to be frequently woken by pain. I have got up this morning exhausted and in agony still. My OH went to pick my meds up from the chemist inly to find they had missed the tramadol off!!!!!!!!!! The surgery was closed for staff training so this morning i must sort out why and get an emergency script as normally you have to wait 2 working days but theres no way i can wait that long!!!!
So another pain racked day awaits me and i must say im not looking forward to it one bit. This is truly awful and some of you suffer like this every day and my heart truely goes out to you all. You are all amazing and i dont know how you cope those of you who have this pain every day and night!
|Much love.....Charlii
Ps; Great to have you back Gins, have missed you xx