I cant believe that this is going to be how it is for me for hoever many years i got left on thisearth that i willstill be going to bed at 11 pm and tossing and turning , getting up up in the night being surrounded by cushions and soft squashy things etc waking up in pain lookinglike an old women getting out of bed what happens when iam an old women ?????? will i be able to get out of bed ???? oh i dont know irt is probably best not to dwell on the future too much and just take a day at a time as you will get so wrapped up in what may happen you will forget to focus on the hear ad now and get yourself so down .
I am ok jus having a blip and getting fed up with the same old thing day in day out just a different ache somewhere else , getting fed up of doing normal things and paying the price for days after but still doing them even though we know the price we pay is not gonna be very nice !!!
oh well i hope you are all ok and had a relatively good night unlike me lol i jus get in bed and wiah it was norning where most people cant wait to go to bed to rechatge their batteries i know i am in for a night of disturbance and get up unrefrshed well you all know what i mean so agian i wont go on
oh well love to you all diddle xxxxx