hello to anyone who reads this. I have never wrote on here before though i have read posts for a few months and have only now had the courage to write and maybe get other peoples veiws or advice. I am 40yrs old with 4 children who still live at home, up until nearly 4yrs ago i ran my own pub. I unfortuntly lost this in the recession due to this i was diagnosed with depression as the time my heath started to go downhill rapidly what i could do one month i couldnt do 5 months later and so on. finally this january i was diagnose with fibro.Which came with missed feeling of glad to know what the hell was wrong with me and scared to know i had this illness. I would like to thank everyone who write on here because i have learned alot and comforted to know that other people have this and little tips on various subjects but i am finding it so hard to go from that business owner who worked 14-18 hrs a day and mother to someone who cant open a fresh bottle of milk in the mornings. To someone who balanced books for a living to someone who cant count the right change out in a shop. When i was first diagnose it was ok so ive got this a few pills and carry on over time i have learnt different. over time its took its toll. 3 months ago i took the bull by the horns and contacted a well being clinic for mental health help. I have this complession to clean and have to have all jobs done i have listed regardless if im exhasted or in pain its like my mind wants to be constantly on the go but my body cant handle it and the two fight it out, i started counselling to see if i could work my head out which helps a bit to offload and i saw a phych who diagnosed me as having sever anxiety. it like god havent i got enough to deal with lol. my marriage has suffered even though i have to say my husband is brillant he tries to understand wot i am going though and i put him though hell with worry. sometimes i feel so alone in all this i cant stand it when i cant think cant do what i want without consequences. can someone please tell me have they been though this and how and what do you do. my sex drive dissapeared over a year ago (tips please on how to get it back and am i the only one) i am sorry to write my life story and bore you all but please help
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