I am wondering if anyone else gets the following symptoms, I am diagnosed with ME and Fibro and have suffered with it for about 10 years but it has got progressively worse over the years and I am now very unwell and manage to do very very little on a day to day basis, if I get dressed and make a few brews I have achieved something.
I am currently experiencing a bout of the following, it comes and goes usually but when it hits it can last several weeks and it really frightens me as I don't understand it and cannot shake it.
I am not sure how to word it that you will understand my friend says she experiences the same thing and she also gets frightened by it she is also a sufferer
I feel as though I am not in my body, as though I am distant from everything looking down, everything seems surreal, I can be lay in bed cuddling my husband saying goodnight and I feel like i am physically a long distance from him open my eyes and he is a couple of inches away from me, it startles me and any fright or jump makes my body feel as though every cell is vibrating very rapidly, I feel dizzy and disorientated.
Everything is surreal, my bedroom feels bigger than it actually is, as though the walls have moved up and out making it seem empty and hollow, this feeling is with me all day and night but is a t its worst when I lie down.
I am feeling I am really snappy and short tempered as I cannot take anything in people a re saying to me and I can''t actually manage to do anything which frustrates me, I try and this feeling of detachment increases aand I drift as though I am living in a different realm to everyone else and I cannot cross the barrier back to be with everyone else
I feel sick to my core, a deep nausea that nothing shifts and headachey and absolutely d rained as though someone removed my batteries.
I am too exhausted to do anything but I am not wanting to go to bed as I cannot ope with these strange feelings, it is so hard to explain but I feel light headed an disorientated when its happening.
I am unsure if it is some kind of anxiety but I do not feel anxious other than when these symptoms flare, I cant say that my mind is stressing about anything specific or that anything psychological ha triggered it, I know I over did things this last week and fear this is what has caused it as it seems to happen when I am most run down and most unwell, The pain intensifies but I cant even tell you where the pain is, it will be say in my lower back, but I feel so distant and detached from it, it is just a sensation somewhere in the general direction of my body, same if I get an itchy patch I cant scratch it a I cant tell you where it is, its just a general discomfort feeling.
I have corrected more typing mistakes than words it seems, as my body isnt where I think it is and am just typing crap so excuse me if this doesnt make any sense