im writing this to let people be aware and also know that i was diagnosed with my m.e from a neurosurgeon and had every test known to man kind to rule others out.
anyway i have lesions on one side of my brain and it was caused by some trauma years ago theres nothing they can do about it.weird i thought.
anyway my mom,sisters all have epilepsy and i have suffered with absent fits for many years been to doctors and been told yes you have it and then another no you dont.
i have been nearly hit by a car,walked into cars parked and non whilst having these bizarre episodes,been out to clubs and the strobe lighting has sent into one,
when back to doctors he said it was my m.e causing all these fits.but recently ive been having more and more and they scare me lots.
i cant look at bright lights,strobe lighting of any kind,loud music,or i have one of these nasty episodes.
ive been on waiting list for only a short period and have been offered a sunday appointment at the hospital tomoz afternoon.when i asked why weekends they tell me that they have such huge waiting lists that the neurosurgeons have to work weekend clinics now.
im worried that they are either gonna put these down to my m.e or my fybro but i want a explanation about my lesions ?and i want a def yes or no to epilepsy?i cant live like this .
i am a danger to myself and others sometimes.
a learner drive once hit me when i crossed the road and i was having one,the poor womans face good job she wasnt speeding..
so please wish me luck.
and this shows how stretched the n.h.s is at mo.
p.s ive emailed my local m.p about our upcoming appeal too and hes going to come round to our place and help us the best he can,with atos,the appeal and anything he can help with?
so heres hoping someone will listen?
have a good weekend..