e.s.a appeal...today this afternoon.

morning yes its me again...

me and my fella are attending our e.s.a appeal for first time today and we havent slept all night through the stress,ive been crying and worrying...

im getting myself ready for losing mentally so it wont be a shock...

weve just had to fork out twenty quid we didnt have from our g.p to provide all medical details and maybe just maybe help with appeal.

i found this disgusting in its self has monday when i we went.we asked him to fill this form in about my mental health and all my other health probs i have.

he refused and said it was a biased report and the appeal would throw it out...

what he really meant was nope coz you ainet paying me..

hes seen me at my worst and keep throwing meds at me,and my fella says im ready for knackers yard i have that many things with me...

how can these people sleep at night putting us all through such barbaric stress,and leaving us feeling like were criminals.

i have my lawyers tomoz on top early to discuss my impending court case with ex,so no pressure or stress there.ill lose my legal aid if i lose the appeal.

i have no money for next week nor savings....

its at 2.30 today and i really think ill just pass out...

atos say i can work.yet when fella was at college yesterday i decided to try and cook again and do some cleaning,firstly i sliced my finger with one of his razors by accident so cant use one fingers,then i was using some scissors and washed them and sliced side of my hand on other hand..

im having absent seizures on top plus my other numerous health probs..

they want me to work...

how?

sorry stressed needed to off load.not feeling soo postive today......

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