i just wanna send everyone who replied to my blog yesterday a huge huge thank you and enormous hugs.
you dont no me and im new to this site but your wishes and comments meant so much to me.
yesterday my birthday was one of the worst and darkest days ever and ive had a quite a few of them over the past year or so,
i didnt end up having a good birthday infact i spent day crying,shouting,my high blood pressure went through roof.
i ended up having words with my gorgeous fella which we never ever do but right now we have started.
i rang appeals and some of the staff are rude and made me feel so much worse.
im no nearer to getting my e.s.a heard.
but have been to independent living centre today .got more bad news.we have to move out of our 2 bed house coz housing benefit wont pay even though i have shared custody of my kids.
we didnt no this so we are now rushing around trying to find a 1 bed house urgently.
i cant apply for a new claim for e.s.a for my new illness crohns disease asap,
didnt know that and it wont affect my appeal.
if we dont and i fail my appeal were left with nothing zero.
anyway ive woke up fighting today and yeah im sick with worry,im gonna be homeless and no money.
huge hugs to everyone on here who is going through same as us.doesnt get any easier but i wont let them defeat me.