Morning is approaching and can here the birds cooing

[teresa-67]

Morning i have deciding i am getting up after coming to bed. at 1:30am i read for a while annd still i can't sleeep sooo enough is enough i am going to go make a coffee n lay on the sofa x bidding you all a very good morning to those on here who are awake tooo xx.

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hi and i am like you been in bed all night apart from getting up for the loo twice and i feel like an old women lol been up for nearly 2 hours a d am worn out i spent all yesterday afternoon on my bed but to no avail i felt a bit better but now back to square one lol so good morning to you it is npw getting light so will go and walk my dog in a min love to you diddle xxx

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You poor things, I know how it feels, I am up most nights from anywhere between 12ish to 3 ish and that is it for me!

take care Cazx

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Sorry did not make my self clear, I meant no more sleep after those times!

[teresa-67]

Awww diddle what we like eh? Sooo frustrating even the dog doesn't know what to do she been out in the garden with me while i hang a bit of washing out , then back in her bed then on the sofa now she back in her bed x you go careful while walking your dog its hometime for the party people ha ha xxx enjoy your walk and dont over do it xxx lots a love xx

[Ginsing]

Morning my goodness aren't the birds noisy, one at the front of the house is cooing and its partener is the other side making wrrrawimng noises. I think they speak in local dialect

"how are youooooo" "how are youoo" brief interruption then the black birds start "tooooearly go to bed" I try that but it doesn't work I find I am answering them it is sad........... x gins

[teresa-67]

they so are gin you are so right noisy so and so's ,

[teresa-67]

i went back to bed at 9:30 this morning and awoke 10;50am i have soooo much pain in my right hip, i know it needs replacing like the left i had done 18months ago and to be honest i just don't know if i can go through that op again i got rid of most of pain in the left but also new pain from the op which wasnt expecting gained a burstitisis and muscle weakness sooo i'm soo confused as what to do grrrr why do we have so much pain not just in place but in lots of place and we cannot generalise our pain and why do we have more then one health issue isnt one enough? i take every day as it comes last week i realised i have fibro after being diagnosed over 4/5 years ago i except it now i am rambling i am soooo blooming tired and feel so blooming guilty for not being my normal usual self as my wonderful husband tends my every need and wim ....he is at this min having a major clean up downstairs bless him (not that my home is filthy may i add i think he thinks it makes me happy thaht he is keeping on top of things) xx

[DEstiletto]

Hi I'm Barbara. You are so lucky to have your wonderful husband. I'm estranged from my 2 older adult children, for 7 years, who wont even say why. My youngest son comes occasionally to bring my lovely granddaughter, 8, to see me. She is the only one who wants to help me, bless her! Eight years old and she gets stuck in, pot washing and tidying! She's a shining example - beautiful loving thoughtful and wise! All my son does is criticise or like today, just looks at the house in disgust. Like I would want to live like this, if I were capable of keeping up with the chores! Still at least he comes, better than my 2 eldest children and 3 adult grandchildren who ignore me. My 18 year old granddaughter keeps in touch on facebook and I also have online friends...it's been a lifeline really.

[teresa-67]

hi barbara

sorry to here you have family who are not of any help to you, you are a special person and don't forget that , this bloody fibro is a pain , i know where you are coming from with the house work i use to be terrible wouldn't rest till my work was done then i was refered to pain linic a couple of years back and it was the best thing it made realise that it doesnt matter if you don't do everything to routine its ok to have a day off and rest so now i do as much as i can do and if i feel pain or exhausted i stop i don't over push and thats the key to listen to your body , take care my lovely enjoy the freinds and the family who are in your life xx