every day we all get up and we have to decide which mask we are gpoing to put on for the day dont we lol ??????
perhaps one day we can wear our true faces ha ha with no pain ???!!!!
oh well now gonna go pick my mask for the day happy and healthy today i think lol love diddle x
ive got to cover up my tired face ,better get the cream to try and make my puffy eyes go down xxxx
Hi or Good Morning we always feel better when we have put our happy faces on it gives us courage to battle the monsters of the day! It also makes us feel as if we can be ordinary and others wont know about our pain! Go forth be brave xxgins
lol thankyou i hope so enjoy your day love diddle x
have always used mu coverup happy face but things have come crashing down on me due to morphine and then the horrrrrrrrennnnnnndousssssss withdrawal effects. now finding i cant cover up much at all 
but on the good side of this but also stressful is that my benefits are being looked into with the possability of an increase (!) facing up to how bad i actually am is one of tha hardest things i have ever had to do even with the support of my friends and family. Esa have decided in their wisdom with out even a medical that i can be in the WRAG. so an appeal is being done by CAB. i dont have what i use to call good days anymore , just days when i can get dressed! and they say this is not a progresive syndrome????? i'm so tired of pain. i'm so tired of not being able to do the simplest of things. i have a wheel chair coming so i can go out with my family but its so hard to see this as a good thing.. have moved to a ground floor flat so that i dont have to do stairs.....oh dear....what a whinge! not a good day.i am tired of it all. and yet i still have to fight (with what? i have nothing left) for benefits. i wonder if the goverment have any idea of what we go through everyday and night. maybe we could all swop bodies for a day and night with a goverment member.......dont think we would have to fight after that! lol but not sure i would give my persons body back!! any takers with this idea? lol
OH DEAR THINK I BETTER START AGAIN!!!!!!!!!
what should/could I do?
