I am really really really down at the min and am crying at the slightest thing it seems like tears are there al the time and it doesnt take alot for them to fall i really do feel so low at the min i am in alot of pain and i thinlk i am struggling coming to terms with this fibro
i think i thought i would wake up after few weeks and i would feel better 9silly i know 0 but i have got a blue badge now and thinking of claiming DLA and i really think it is hitting me that this thing is PERMANENT!!! and this is how it is going to be i am not bitter or wishing it on anyone else
but i am needing to start to accept help which i struggle with at anytime. I am sorry i dont want to bring anyone down on here at all i know you are all suffereing and your probabbly thinking join the club diddle its just it hit me like a brick wall the last few days for some reason.
i have been on line this morning and have booked an appointment with my GP for 9.30am tommorrow and i am thinking of asking my mum to come with me which again is not like me at all i normally deal with things myself but i jus cant at the min
oh well the good thing is it is meant to be 23 here today so ia am gonna get my sun cream out sit in my garden and get my legs brown as they are lilly white at min lol
love to you all and thankyou for all your support the last few weeks it mean alot to come on here and see all your comments they really do help love diddle xxx