I'm absolutely sick to death of pain. I'm fed up knowing that I'm going to be in pain. I'm sick of taking tablets and suffering their side effects because of pain but most of all I'm sick of knowing that this is all I've got to look forward to for the rest of my life.
I've been to pain clinics etc and it's all well and good when your pain isn't too bad trying out what the professionals suggest but when the pain has you crying and screaming what else can I do?
I've got Oramorph in the house but that is carefully monitored. [My Drs don't like their patients to have Oramorph unless they are dying!] I take 100mgs of MST daily - any more gives me migraines - any suggestions?
As you can tell guys my depression is becoming serious. I'm already taking Duloxetine but I need more - problem is I'm on the highest dose and Amyltriptiline etc don't work.
I'm really in a bad place at the moment and I don't know what to do to get out of it. Any advice you can give would be greatly appreciated. Thank you.