I wake up every single day tired, I am tired all day long yet still go to work and university with a smile on my face. I go to the gym with a smile on my face, I see my friends with a smile on my face but all the time I just feel like crying because of this horrible disease. No one understand what it feels like to be tired all day long every single day and to not be able to concentrate on anything for more than 10 minutes, or to be in so much pain that you can't physically get out of bed some days and even when you can the pain is still there and still draining the life out of you. I'm tired of hearing 'it will get better' 'the tablets will start working soon' because no they won't and no it won't. I'm doing everything the Doctor's say, changed my diet, taken the medication and even still I feel the same if not worse than before. So sick and tired of feeling like this day in, day out and having to put a smile on my face and pretend everything is ok.