Just when life went from 0 to crazy

[Ellie1991]

All that i can do with this is LOL. I should start by saying that I was Transgenderand after completing my journey inc lower surgery I spent 3 weeks in hospital with a series of infections reactions heart issues and blood clots. I now have nerve damage, had a infected gallbladder for 3 years and have just been informed i need to be koed before xmas for injections and might need a full revision surgery I wont say no to regardless of my parents wishes. Not gona lie though have no idea how my fibro is gona react to that one.

[Hidden]

I don’t even know how to say anything about your situation with infection, it’s so hard from ur transformation, and the pain you must be feeling, fm related and all the the rest, I’m wishing you a speedy recovery ❤️‍🩹

[Ellie1991 in reply to Hidden]

Thank you the surgry was aug 1st 2019 but have seeming has nerve damage and fibro ans now more surgery ever since

[Hidden in reply to Ellie1991]

Ellie I will pm you, as this is a very personal kind of personal nature, and although fm related, it’s very personal to. My brain isn’t working so plz ignore my repeated words, I can’t think at the moment

[fmlife]

live your best life👍 that was a journey especially with the infections, and blood clots.

just looked up 'Koed' this appeared

KOED is Serving BMW People Do you have a question regarding our spareparts

am non the wiser but sure made me giggle.

hope what ever needs to happen before christmas is not painful.

gentle hugs

[Mrdiagnosis in reply to fmlife]

KOED = knocked out .... Should really be KO' d

[fmlife in reply to Mrdiagnosis]

thanks for the translation, was bamboozled specially when car parts came up in my search.

[Mrdiagnosis in reply to fmlife]

I bet lol ....I have a bmw and FM and was like what lol

[Elizahl]

Ellie i ddont know what to say it sounds like you are dealing with a lot so i felt i could not scroll on without empathising somehow. I had clots when pregnant and remember how difficult it was but you will get through it. It just reminds us we are mortal and life is precious. My advice would be ensure you get counselling when you are ready as it is a great part of recovery in helping to deal with what you have been through. I just dondontdon't want you to suffer unnecessarily the way i did with depression i hope you never do but mind yourself for a while take care xx

[Ellie1991 in reply to Elizahl]

I dont want to go into detail but I had depression and thankfully am ina grate place considering the fibro. Just needed to say somthing

[Elizahl]

Of course let ot out holding it inside is not good so well done for sharing and best of luck going forward

[Ellie1991]

Thank u