Spring and

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So spring has sprunged, (lets ignore the snow flurries and freezing temperatures and pretend ok?) ah the joys of waking up in the morning listening to the chatter,whistling and song of birds,new grass growing,leaves appearing on trees and the warmth of the sun,yes sometimes its good to be alive...i love that moment,you know the one,when you wake up and for a few seconds you forget that if you don't swallow a couple of dozen tablets then you'll be screaming in agony all day,for that moment you feel like a "normal" human being (or at least as normal as a 47yr old male goth has ever felt haha) but your smile quickly turns to a grimace as you reach for your first load of meds..gabapentin has become my soul mate..would i have it any other way though? Sure i got illnesses both physical and depression and paranoia BUT i will never be defined by them i am a person first and foremost so as the plants flower and the trees bloom ill approach this year with a new sense of hope,a rebirth if you like..this WILL be OUR year,THIS YEAR things WILL be better,so i wish each and every single one of you love,hope,peace,happiness,joy and relief in the year ahead

yours

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[Dizzytwo Moderator]

Oh what a lovely positive post thank you for sharing it with us all I hope you have a very pleasant evening and happy spring to you too xx

Momo

[Hazel_Angelstar Administrator FMA UK Staff]

spring ... the time of year when we start to enjoy the flowers and trees starting to bud, and new signs of life around us ... and yes - a time for us also to look to the year ahead with hope and anticipation

[cespinosa]

As Momo says what a lovely positive post! I enjoyed reading it and like you my morning starts out like yours gabapentin and all but that's alright I'm not a morning person😄relief and happiness to you. Chris x