Heya dont know where to post this

Hey guys hope your all well so iv been beded since friday like i do anything anyways but i got the worst letter from my doctor for my pip and then my periods started and i think that was down to stress because i am on the depo so then my endometriosis was like hello and fibro is kicking my bum too with my hands ect going numb also i keep getting migrains the joys of having 4 chronic illness and 3 mental health issues i honestly just feel like giving up becasue i dont think i can deal with anymore and now i have someone from pip coming to mine to assess me on wednesday which i know i dont want to deal with atm with everything else

[Taz2]

Can i ask how u managed to get the pip people out 2 ur house rather than going to an assessment centre pls ?

[Hidden in reply to Taz2]

they are coming to my house and i never needed to ask them as they know im not good outside i dont think they question my anxiety its everything else dunno how im going to cope also my dad will be with me but he doesnt really know my illness just knows bits as usually my mum knows but she cant get off work but they both help me everyday x

[Taz2 in reply to Hidden]

Thats ashame does ur mum not have a day off she can take or xplain 2 her boss the importance that u need her.im sure her boss will understand unless he or she has no heart atall.

[Hidden in reply to Taz2]

they automatically put out a house assessment for me but then again they do know i have ptsd and some other anxiety issues i never needed to ask for one tbh like all the other times

[Taz2 in reply to Hidden]

I hope it all goes well for u xx

[Amy65]

Did it doctor write something bad to pip or didn't support ur claim try not to worry about pip assessments tell them ur worst days etc and don't trust them they ate known for telling lies own personal experiences

[Hidden in reply to Amy65]

hmm this is the thing we think her work was sloppy as she been so busy and rushed this letter also me learning of a new mental health thing off myself noone told me about has made me in a mess but ill deal with that when i feel better im better off not giving the letter i know not to trust them but i was talking to advisor who said i have alot of backup but i know that doesnr count its so funny im trying to move house coz i need help and i sent all that to them and still they want to annoye mylife

[Amy65]

If u don't think gp letter will help don't give it I also sent them 30 pages of proof is illness I have 3 consultants 1for each condition I'm reg visual impaired pip said in report I could read to very high standard looked well didn't need any personal care help etc my advice look rough be tired etc I got 9 points standard care

[Hidden in reply to Amy65]

well thats not hard as thats what i look like now lol my flat is a mess as my mum aint came down to clean it as i feel so bad as shes working all the time i cant cook or do most things people do at my age just annoyed more then anything also missing the football on wednesday is taken me in a bad mood i just got a new psycitiries who days i have traitis of something new and thats all i can get as even the docotrs who i see said im too anxious and sore to be outside or anytihng

[Amy65]

Hope it goes ok for u

[Hidden in reply to Amy65]

Thank you for your kind words xxx

[Amy65]

No probs we are all been there or going through it hugs

[aud01]

Hi Nikki

Sorry to hear all that you are going through . We all have been there and got the tshirt for it ...

Please don't give up ... stay here and chat away as often as you can .. everyone here would miss you if you left the forum ....

So please try get your chin up and keep in touch babe x

[Hidden in reply to aud01]

im going to take a day at a time think today is a blah

[Taz2]

What team is that on ur profile pic

[Hidden in reply to Taz2]

Aberdeen fc

[Taz2 in reply to Hidden]

Ha !! Am a Tim n lookin fward to tmoro nite 😉

[Taz2 in reply to Taz2]

P.s ment 2 say that i got into bother recently for havin a strip top as my profile pic !!!!! Ano a pure joke !!!!

[Hidden in reply to Taz2]

no one has said anything to me about that aberdeen is part of me actually it makes me happy

[Taz2 in reply to Hidden]

Yeah me too..a Tim thro n thro. Its always the same...different rules for different teams. I was reging at the time coz its total discrimination. Maybe the person that was on a power trip is a hun hahaha xx

[rebelist45]

In a way it is a good thing that everything is happening at once as you want them to see you at your worst. Answer questions as though it is you at your very worst not sometimes I can do things.

Hope it goes well x

[Taz2]

Thanks for thos ajay its a very useful answer xx

[Hidden]

thank you all for the words I just feel so stress about it all xx

[Hidden]

i just love everything about the club and what they repesent we have a good community team there i just cant go to games coz of my anxiety and eveerytime i hear the drum i want to kill someone as it gives me a migrain

[Hidden]

Just had my assessment guys well i dont want to go through that again but i know i will need to for my esa but anyeays the lady was nice also some of the questions are hmm