Im really sorry if this comes across as rude because i certainly dont mean it to but the more i read on this site the more i have to accept that this is me, i knew i was poorly but the symptoms didnt make sense...they are so (oh my...cant even think of the word but i do know it!)...Ah! Got it...random! Yeah, i have so many of your symptoms too but i was kind of hoping that i was maybe a hypocondriac or similar...but i think now i have to face the ugly truth...I have fibromyalgia!!!!!! Why??? What did i ever do? Why does it seem to affect nearly all of my body? Im only 40 and have got so much to do but i cant think beyond my next round of pain meds!!!!! Then comes the guilt...im not diagnosed with cancer (God forbid) and i have a lovely family so things arent so bad hey? WRONG!!!! At this moment things seem really bleak and i feel angry and selfish and a burden and so many other negative things......i dont want to be trapped inside this alien body and mind, i want to be normal and healthy and full of life....im so sorry for sounding off but im feeling really sorry for myself tonight and my family who have to put up with this as much as i do x
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