I always found this website to be really comforting at times. But the issue is, I have endo and fibro. I'm also have hyper mobility. Unfortunately, since I was a young teenager I was dealing with bad depression before the physical diseases kicked in. I no longer work from the disabling symptoms. I probably won't have children.
The one thing I always wanted to be is a mother. My only real inspiration for me was I had to get better so one day I could have that. But now with the conditions including the mental health has stopped me in my tracks. I took an overdose a few years ago when I lost everything. Now I sleep, don't really look after myself and I'm starting to get the awful symptoms of anxiety. Paranoi and other symptoms I've never admitted.
I have no idea where to turn to. I'm afraid my family will put me on suicide watch if they knew just how bad it is.
I don't know how to get out this hole. To be stuck to a rope where I can't get off.