Yesterday afternoon started with niggling legs. Bed time bad pain. Took all my drugs and though id take an extra ammitriptalyn. They only 10mg but I thought I'd sleep better and not feel my legs. Didn't work. Today painful legs, loss of balance no appetite, very tired. Very down and depressed. Keep wanting to cry.my back is killing me. How do you cope. Sometimes I wonder why we live like it. What's the point. Can't really do anything. All I can think about is this is it for the rest of my life. I'm not as strong as the rest of you. I feel I have had enough.