been awake since 3.45, only went to sleep about 2.30. soo tired, but legs burning and throbbing. thinking about the day ahead and it probably being another day of intermittent sleep - to catch up.
i am lucky that i will probably have a bit of energy this evening, if i get some sleep. if i don't then it'll be another migraine, feeling the pressure of one starting - but going to try get more sleep.
so down cos i so wanted to do some bits today, yesterday, last wk, last month, etc. and try n be normal for once - to at least show my family i am trying.
but its my own fault - cos i push myself, try n keep everyone happy, i'm normally so up beat n positive that i can manage the pain at a certain level - but this sleep thing is totally crap - and i find it the most crippling symptom i have - n thats even when my legs give out!!