Not written for ages though do look in regularly. Feeling really upset right now though with the realisation that I can't quite be SuperMom in the same way anymore. Little one is 17 tomorrow so not so little cake flopped supposed to go to meeting at 7 so feeling under pressure to get everything done. Realising I should have said weeks ago that I wouldn't make it can't manage things like I used to before this horrid illness took over. I cope most days but feel angry today and know my Fibro friends will understand exactly where I am. I've tried so hard to keep going making the necessary adjustments but feel short changed. Now the almost 17 year old things she's a devil child because I shouted at her and it's Fibros fault not hers. Kiss and a hug necessary - I know she'll be smiling in the morning when she opens her present and she sees the fab cakes because I've send apologies to the meeting and prioritising my family tonight instead - as it should always be.
Thanks for your listening ears - keep smiling and kicking Fibro in the butt!!!