I recently posted on here about my stomache lump which has since been scanned and all is ok.
My blood tests all came back normal and so the rheumatologist and gp are both in agreement that it's probably fibromyalgia causing my problems.
I have been given ametripatim to take instead of cetalopram. I was glad to come off the cetalopram as I found it hard to write songs which is something I love to do. My dr said to take the ametripatim instead but after taking it the following day I felt weak and head felt floaty, like a bit drugged up. I didn't take one last night and I think maybe I should stay off all antidepressants justify for a bit to see how I get on without them.
Today I feel slow, weak, tired, shakey and generally crappy.
I'm thinking maybe this is because I'm about to go into another flare up, which is a bit unfair as I haven't completely recovered from the last one.
I don't remember the last time I was able to sit down and write a song I really don't want to become a bed bug, I want to learn how to drive, have a part time job, play open mic nights I wonder if I'll ever do these things. Fibromyalgia is a bit of a shit isn't it: /
If anyone is feeling like me and wants to chat please do because I am suffering this and no one around me really understands what I'm going through, feels kind of lonely I guess. I'm interested in meeting people with fibro and learn how to cope better.