Hello everyone hope u are all feeling as good as can be with this horrid health condition.
I wrote a few weeks ago how am struggling at work full time and my boss is now being awkward with me saying how am not doin a good job how slow I am etc, told him my disability does make me slow with it affecting my memory and concentration. My disabilty support worker, me and the boss had the meeting añd it was awful I broke dwn he was saying am too slow, making mistakes which I am I did admit but who doesn't make mistakes been at my job for 2 months only. He said I sit there and do nothing wen I finish my work which is so untrue as every job I had I have always asked for something to do or always find something to do as I dnt like to sit there doin nothing and I like my time to faster . After a few truth and mostly lies from the boss I figured he just wants me out otherwise y would they lie. (He gt his 2 employers to support him as they work with me). he said I was doin really well in the 2 weeks I started but wen I told him that I have a disability he started saying that am not doin too well. when I started I didn't tell them about my disabilty. I feel really down, guilty cos can't do some of the jobs and feel angry. It's as he looking for faults to get rid of me I would but need the money. I have been given two weeks to improve otherwise I might loose my job he hasn't said that but I think it. I work really hard and get all my jobs done and he says I dnt. This is what upsets me as every job I have had have never ever had any complaints about me or my work. Just so sick and tired about being sick and tired its had if I have been made to feel guilty about having this disabilty and I do cos I can do much to help only try my best which I am but it's not good enough. Thank u for reading my boring rant.