One of those mornings -p yup my eyes will not focus properly and my body from neck down..................

[Ginsing]

is grumbling My I could really have a twine if I wanted but I wont safe to say we all know the

feelings I am getting. Today I am writting a list of what I would like to achieve today I shall try and turn it around with positive thoughts "I can and I will" rather than "Maybe and perhaps"

I often feel my mind set is an excellent starting point so I myself start by bucking myself up and see where I go from there!!

I get these niggaly doubts tat kreep in like I cannot feel my leg and I NEED TO PUSH THAT ASIDE.

sO i am of to start writing the script for talking magazine and it needs to be amusing and full of joi de vive (have I spelt that right\\\\)

Hav a good day guys xgins

[Cookie72]

U have a good day Gins, know the feeling u r going thru, not nice, but like u say u must think positive, don't know where u are but the sun is shinning here for how long I don't know but the birds are out in force on the feeder so maybe that's a sign of a good sunny day, u take care now do hope u feel better gentle hug......Dee xx

[Ginsing in reply to Cookie72]

thanks dee it is still raining but I am more porstive now xgins

[ladymoth]

Hi Gins,

You certainly have enough 'joie de vivre' to keep you going through your troubles, and I'm sure your script will be 'tres amusant'!

Moffy x

[lyndia]

Hi Gins

We all know the feeling, but, you`re right, you have to stay postive, it`s the only way you`ll get throught the bad days, and any other if comes to that However, come on, chin up, and as i`ve just written on a blog IT`S ONLY PAIN AND IT WON`T KILL YOU, so, go and distract yourself with doing something nice [pamper yourself, listen to music, whatever turns you on ] and know there are prople who care. I`m 76 [ don`t look it, so they say ] and I really do know how hard it is, especially if depression sets in as well, SO DON`T LET IT. Anyway, try to have a better day, sending lots of `very careful hugs

Lyndia x

[Ginsing in reply to lyndia]

Lynda thanks for your lovely hugs I send you gentle ones as a thank you xgins

[jillylin]

Hope things improve and you feel brighter really soon.

Hugs

Jillyxx

[Ginsing in reply to jillylin]

Cheers Jilly I will try xgins

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Looks at the clock .... Aha morning Gins ... Let us creak together .. It's been raining here for nearly 24 hours and I am seizing up by the minute.... So as you say lets ignore our bodies and use our brains today.....

I am waiting for teenage son to wake up.... Yup I might still be here at tea time ... I have promised if he helps I will make his and his dads ... Ok ok and mine favourite cake.. It's chocolate and has so many calories I gave up counting but it tastes delicious .. But it's too risky to put in and out the oven myself .....

So if it carries on raining as long as my jaw works to eat the cake later thats my goal for the day

VG X

[Ginsing]

Chocolate cake I will be over as soon as I can rev the Jezabelle scooter up! My bigest failure is chocolate in any form I now what you mean about the oven I have a tendency to fire it all over the floor.

I have just given my labrador a new toy she thinks she has gone to heaven keeps trotting up and barging me with it xgins

[Ginsing]

Can we have chocolate cake for tea please ! xgins

[jillylin in reply to Ginsing]

Yes please to the chocolate cake.

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I will send you some .... At this rate with the rain I will have to send the man a few doors away in his dinghy it has an outboard motor ..... or if he won't do it ... I,ll post you a scratch and sniff chocolate cake sticker.... Grins evilly

VG

[Ginsing]

That's n good B-) I cannot smell