I am so down at the moment and dont seem to be able to lift myself up I feel like im sinking intoa bottomless pit, I'm finding life (and my job so difficult) I would like to lock myself in my bedroom and throw away the key
I have Fybro, oesteo arthritis and have pulsaltile tinitus that I have just had an MRI scan to try to disagnose the cause and they have found something on the scan so im being refered to another hospital (I have no idea what theyve found so this is added worry)
I am a foster carer of a very stroppy 17yr old and her 2 week old baby!! It is VERY stressful on a daily basis. Not only the stress of being responsible for the babies safety and appropriate care, but also dealing with the mother "kicking off" if I try to give her advice. It is too much for me, on bad days I cannot go to bed! I rarely relax! My friends and family have told me to give up fostering and I am sure you who understand on here will also say the same BUT I am worried if I give up that I will just vegitate..as my mum used to say "if you dont use it you will lose it" and secondly I am forever reading on here how people cannot get DLA, ESA etc so what would I live on? how would I cope financially? I feel like I am stuck in some sick nightmare! and just feel like running away.
Sorry to moan but at least I know you will understand (((((Big hugs))))) to anyone feeling down today xxxxxxx