Dear all,
I don’t write very often here but I do read every single day what you all are being through with this crazy illness and I am sad most of the time. I have been diagnosed with fibro last summer due to unbearable pains but I am sure I started this bit long time ago.
I was in England and moved down to Italy because of my husband with my 7 months bump. Ever since had a very difficult life means very very difficult life. Parent-in-law, pregnancy in a county with no one, language, stressful husband etc…. However, cutting the story short, (if I write my agony life, I won’t be able to stop). I was ok during the winter. But here I am again. It is almost impossible to get up from the bed in the morning as every single point in my body is so painful. Most of the time I cry sitting down in a corner not been able to bear the physical and mental pains. I am totally alone, there is no one to talk, no one to tell how I feel only my 2 year old son. My only place make me feel better is this forum.
I don’t take any medication apart from paracetamol. Here the health care is very sleepy. Just to do a simple thing, it take ages. ( It is hard to find someone work on time, min waiting duration is about a hrs). My son had a vascular problem, which I diagnosed when he was in 10 months but it took 1 year to have a treatment and it infected inside and he ended up having colostomy because of the system and the people’s ignorance.
Today with these horrible pains whether I am capable or not have to take care my sick son. I am very happy to do my best for him. Nevertheless, sometimes it’s hard as I get moments with no strength at all.
I was wondering is anyone experience pains, difficulties when there is sun and hot weather. In fact, I am very sensitive to lights and sounds.
The start of my pains.
The after math of pip 
Moving today - 26 years in my house and its MoVE day
Here is a letter from my mum's Doctor
