pain and crying .......

i use to be such a strong person would handle any thing life through at me ........

but now is a different matter, i cry alot as finding it difficult to do the things i use to do, like running alone the beach with the dog, being able to stand in the kitchen and cook lovely meals for guest...

my hands pain so much, feet constantly burning and sharp pains in them ...headaches all the time,....

i feel like my body is trying to shut down as have had enough of it all now.....

i cry over the most stupid of things even more so whn i have done some thing out of the norm..

why does this fibro take over your body so much and affects your life in such a big way...

sorry for the rant WELL IT IS MONDAY GRAWL xx

take care guys hope ur day will be better than mine x

[trisha64]

morning pammy please dont feel alone n this sweetie ,, this horrible thing makes me cry more than i like to admit ,, take each day as it comes honey xxxx wishing you a pain free day xxx

[fibropixie]

Hi Pammy, Yes, I can empathise totally with you. I overdid it last week and have been paying all weekend. Could not walk properly yesterday - for the first time had to use something as a walking stick - legs like jelly and giving way, hip joints feeling like they would pop out, burning skin, cant touch my neck chest, hands, shooting pains in arms legs, fibro-fog...... and on and on and on........... I saw on elderly man with a walking stick and he overtook me - that really punched home! Hope your pain improves, soft hugs x

[MissKittycat]

Hi Pammy, I was just going to put what Jules put! At least when you vent on here we all know what you're suffering with - I'm having a bad day today but to cheer myself up I went to see a 79 year old lady I know close to me and we had a chat and a gossip. Just about managed to take her dog for a very short stroll! will pay for it, but its helped.

You're not alone on here - myself - and everyone else are here to listen ok?

Gentle hugs xxxx

[jazher]

Hello pammy,

Its good to cry, but i am stubborn sod and hate showing any weakness.

This is why i love it here.

Yesterday i cooked a sunday dinner, but that is all i could do, but i suppose it was a good thing ehh.

I go to bed before my partner as i usually have tears in my eyes as thats when most of pain kicks in when i stop in bed and it really is agony but i wont let him see me cry.

sorry i am rambling now, but i so know how you feel.

kel xxx

[mandyb]

hello pammy. your not alone. we all feel like that at sometime or other. do you have a support group near you? because i joined one its been a great help to me. its helped me to accept this is my lot. dont give up . i found it helped me to think not able to do that that how can i do this job as i am now. sending love and positve thoughts your way

[Hidden]

thank you all for the kind words, its nice to know that i am not alone in this big world with pain and every thing esle going on .... i dont have a surport group near me. the only surport i get is on this site with you guys........

like you guys i hate this painful condition /disease or what evry it is....

going to have a few days in bed and rest up as mu head feels like it is going to pop ...

thank you again guys its nice to now that i can talk to you all .. many hugs and kisses xxx

[circuitrunner]

My family and friends know of my condition and what it has done to my life. Yet strangely enough I do not talk about it with them. I asked my son if he understood and he honestly said No mum you will not tell us anything oops. I suppose in my mind I still want them to think of me being the person I was before - who knows really my reason - I do not.