Want to thank you all for all your concern.
But I tryed to sleep but couldn't. Everything going round and round in my mind so I got up and started writing down what went on what's happened. It does help but so dies having a few whisky but how I will feeling tomorrow, who knows.
I can't get out of my mind why didn't I see how I was being talked to to actually tell some one there not interested in if you s**t your self there aids out there use them and I just sat there and took it.
I am just so mad I think I am going to stit and write all this down in bullet points how my son taught me and take it to my mp.
How I wish my son was here he is working away just now have to wait till end of September for him to be home he would sort it out for me. He,s so good with me very well educated I made sure all three did better than me, did everything I could do in my power to make sure what they had in them came out and how it worked I am so proud of them all and of myself for having three such interesting boys.
The thing is I was always good at maths but not English.
I know I am ranting but you know what it's good to have some one to rant at, my husband is brilliant but most be fed up some times all I know all he says is have another one and clam down a bit . Poor sod I really feel for him sometimes it is all to easy to forget the people that's doing the caring . So hats off to them all.
Ho well had my rant.