wow! this is the 1st time in 4 years speaking out about my journey to HELL WITH ENDO, my my story goes thus many years ago I was placed on mefernamic acid for my period pain, every month the story was the same. I am a woman who was unlucky enough to be born with a blood disorder which cause me pain all the time and I spend my life fighting for a right TO LIVE. I am not trying to sugar coat things but my life is one hell of a soap opera, its kind of a blessing not to know how it feels to be a normal human being. so 4 or 5 years ago I wanted to get pregnant and it wasn't happening so I got refered to a gyn and I had to have diagnostic lap which at the end of the day said everything was ok, the next period I had was the worst of my life I remembered I was travelling to france. the period was so heavy I soiled my dress about 3 months later I had an attack caused by my blood disorder and I had to be hospitalized. during my stay at the hospital I had a period that made my stomach wanted to implode I got refered for a scan and the doctors said I have huge cysts on both my ovaries and the gyn doctor urgently came to see me, they started talking about endo which at that time I was like 27 and never heard of endo before. Because I have the worst endo they have ever seen I was immediately placed on 6 months of zoladex(which was the maximum dose) and operations afterwards, well i was so unfortunate that i had all the side effects of the awful awful injections that another meds was prescribed to stop the side effects. WELL AT THAT POINT MY HELL HASN'T STARTED YET since endo decided to screw me over, well after the injections i had my surgery thinking my problem was over. I was damn wrong to cut the long story short zoladex hasn't returned my period, i was told my chance of getting pregnant naturally is slim to non, THEN THE LACK OF ESTROGEN MADE ME WENT SUICIDAL I MEAN I WANTED TO COMMIT SUICIDE. Today am still fighting doctors to get treatments and the worst thing is people THINK AM FAKING MY PAINS, but if i have come this far I WILL NOT LET ENDO AND MALE DOCTORS WHO DO NOT HAVE A CLUE HOW I FEEL RULE MY LIFE. pls to everybody out there be wise with your treatment and don't make the mistake i made, i wanted my pain to end which leads to many screw ups, crying, suicide attempts and many more. In the spirit of endo week I AM SPEAKING OUT AGAINST THIS TERRIBLE DISEASE AND AM DONE TAKING CRAP FROM IT.