Hi 🙂,
Just meanderings of a tired brain today. Hoping I'm not the only one on this wave-length.
Some days with endo are really tough, and some are deceptively "easy" like today, where I end up asking myself why I "can't feel normal".
Stage IV endo is where I'm at, waiting for Tuesday for the recommendation from the gynaecologist (BSGE centre) for how much surgery I'll need (informed by diagnostic laparoscopy and MRI scan).
Full of medication, I feel tantalisingly close to normal, but not there - fatigue and pain are still hanging around.
So, being a weird person, I pretty much spent the afternoon overhauling my vitamin and supplement plan... with focus and attention as though that would somehow solve my problem. I know I need surgery, and no amount of supplements is going to change that. But if I can find a way to feel 3 percent better that way, that would make it worth while for me. 😉
I made a few "luxurious" changes.
I swapped the omega 3 from fish oil to the vegan algae type simply because it smells better. It does cost slightly more, but dealing with nausea every day, smelling a pleasant "green" aroma would be better than powerful fish.
I swapped my multi vitamin to one based on food supplements, so there's more chance of the body digesting and actually using the vitamins.
And, I swapped to calcium citrate with D3 because there's more chance of the body digesting that ok while I'm on omeprazole. I'm keen on trying to maintain bone health - I'm on decapeptyl for chemical menopause.
The naughty one - I've added serrapeptase to try to help adhesions. Thanks to people on this forum for the idea 🙂. This one is a bit of a "guilty pleasure" for me. I read extensively about supplements and likely have an acceptable grasp of what they might do and interactions. My husband, however, doesn't, and he reacts with alarm about risks when I mention supplements. That's fair as a starting point, but not particularly helpful for me. He always suggests talking with the GP first, but in my (limited) experience, the GPs tend to read less about supplements than I do.
And... then I may have gone slightly overboard and got a weekly pill & tablet organiser so I won't have an entire pharmacy shelf of bottles at the dinner table. Yup, this assumes I'm really going to keep taking supplements... unlike the olden days when I would buy them on sale, feel virtuous, and then let them expire. 😉
You can see I've thrown my problem solving skills at this like there's no tomorrow. One thing that drives me around the bend with endo is that I have no real control over it. I can't wake up in the morning and decide "not to do endo" that day. Wouldn't that be amazing if the world worked like that?!! Ha.
Thanks for listening. 🌿🌼🌿