People keep calling me an inspiration and strong but Im really really struggling.
A little bit of background - over the past 2 years I spent 18 months on morphine, had an excision surgery and ended up having to have a TLHBSO and excision 12 months later in an attempt to help my pain. My pain for last 4 months has been amazing and I finally thought I had my life back. Then boom my pain is back.
I cant have prescription pain meds or anything like nerve pain drugs (gabapentin etc) so my options are Tens or wheat bag.
I just dont know how to keep going and push through the pain when its just getting worse and worse.