No sex drive after Laparoscopy

[princessbunhead]

I had a Laparoscopy done December 2017 to remove an ovarian cyst and check for endo. After the surgery I was told my cyst had previously popped so he just burnt off the little bit of endo and scar tissue that he found. Ever since my surgery I have zero sex drive. When my partner and I have sex I tear which is very painful. I don't every feel turned on I don't every masturbate. I have sex with my boyfriend because he wants to not because I do. We used to have a very healthy sex life and I never would tear. I had all my hormones tested and everything is normal but I just feel so off. I'm not on BC or anything. I also don't have insurance anymore so I don't really know where to go from here.