Has anyone else struggled with this and would want to share with me?
As a preface I have suffered with, and have been diagnosed in 2018 with Endometriosis.
I've spent a lot time feeling really underconfident and 'unsexy' of late. I am incredibly lucky to have a very supportive partner who I have spoken to openly and honestly about how I've been feeling around my own body and sex. It is not that I don't WANT to have sex, but since experiencing pain outside of my period, especially during and after sex, and random bleeding afterwards, I have had anxiety surrounding sex, and a feeling of abnormality and feeling undesirable.
Again, my partner does everything he can to make me feel good about myself and has been amazingly open and supportive, but it still doesn't change my anxiety around my own body and around sex itself. We did some research as to whether this is normal and found (albeit written in a very clinical manner) that women with endometriosis do experience this. We have tried the advice on different positions to reduce pain which has started to help, but this doesn't necessarily placate my anxiety and general feeling of 'unsexiness' because of pain and bleeding. Often I can have happily have sex and have been good at commmunicating what I need for pain. Then sometimes I can feel fine and ready for sex, and then suddenly my mood will change and I will feel anxious and gross. My drive always seems to be there and then I seem to build it up in my mind and that can ruin my feelings around sex.
It would be both interesting and really supportive to know if anyone has experienced anything similar surrounding sex, as although I've read on a medical site that others have experienced it, I feel very alone and not entirely understood on the matter.