Exhausted

[Terrijennings]

Thank you all so much. I'm so terrified to have the surgery and terrified the surgery will not work. So tired of the quick fixes. It was stated by the surgeon even with a hysterectomy and him getting some endometriiossis out, that I may have a lot inside me that he will have to leave inside me but don't know the severity of it til he does the surgery. He said he had to be straight with me. With each medication and surgery that doesn't work I feel a part of me gone . Like I'm being disected to find a cure. If I talk to my Dr. about it they might think its the medication making me feel this way but its not. I'm tired of taking pain meds too. Scared of becoming addicted to pain meds also. Especially if I wake up from the surgery and hear they didn't get it all. Been in pain so long just afraid this will not work.

[Adhamilton]

I know exactly how your feeling with it all it's draining I'm being as positive as I can be this will be the best thing to have this hysterectomy you have your op on Friday? I'm waiting for my date which should be any day I hope 🤞 We can support each other 😀