I'm currently awaiting another surgery to remove endo from the bowel and top of the vagina and I'm feeling really low at the moment. I get home from work at the end of the day and I head straight for bed as I'm absolutely exhausted all the time, I don't have the option of reducing my hours as my husband is disabled and cannot work so mine are the only wages coming into the house.
I was told back in February that I needed the surgery and as yet I still haven't had a date through despite having had my pre op at the beginning of March and it's getting very close to the nhs 18 week waiting time directive, I've tried to call the hospital to find out what's happening but I've been told in no uncertain terms not too call them to chase it that I've got to just wait and be patient.
Today I'm tucked up in bed as I was sat up all night in agony, really just feel like I could cry today. Sorry to ramble on just a bit emotional!!