In 2 weeks time I'll be having my first laparoscopy. I've been feeling so down recently with the pain and have been hospitalised, meaning having time off work.
Today I found out I missed out on a promotion at work due to my "current health situation" which I think is like being kicked when I'm already down. When my manager was telling me about why I wasn't chosen it was thrown in at the end of that my colleague has more experience than me (I have been doing the job for 5 years and my colleague started the job 3 months ago).
I'm gutted, truly gutted and whilst feeling already down and worried, today, I feel like I hit the bottom.