:( Operation this Friday...

[oharal93]

Hello, only me again!!

I have my second op for Endo on Friday, doing a lap and dye test as before and they are also doing a Hysteroscopy. Hopefully get some answer as to why my eggs don't seem to be ovulating, if I even have eggs and if they are even fertile!! My heart is shattered in two with everyone around me falling pregnant. Life just isn't fair sometimes is it?

I am having really bad anxiety problems this time round with my op coming up - I have a phobia of being "put to sleep" and its making me have real nightmares, I have constant butterfly's and I keep shaking. Does anyone know of anything that will calm me down? My operation is this Friday and its only Monday and I feel so low xx

[dns1092]

Prayers! Your surgery will go well and I hope you get answers! Coincidentally enough, I have my second laparoscopy for endometriosis this Friday, 10/14 as well. First was in March 2016. I am hoping my doctor will see the endo again -- as I want an answer as to all of the chronic pain I have been in. Good luck, sister!

[oharal93 in reply to dns1092]

Hello, wow we both have our second ops the same date. Yours is very quickly after the first, I hope they catch it all so your pain isn't so bad. I had my first lap January 2015. Good luck twinny xxx

[dns1092 in reply to oharal93]

Thanks girly! I hope so too. My worst fear is that she won't see any endo which will leave no answer as to all of the chronic pain I have been in. Good luck, sweetie! <3

[oharal93 in reply to dns1092]

If you had it previously I'm sure they will look hard to find it and I'm sure, if they do, they will get it all. Doctors are so amazing these days and they have such great equipment I'm positive they will get to the bottom of your pain, also Endo can come back so quickly and so mean, I'll be thinking of you!! Let me know how you get on honey xxx

[dns1092 in reply to oharal93]

As for you, oharal93 ! Best of luck.

[Rharvey]

I had my diagnostic laparoscopy yesterday along with a hysteroscopy and dye put through my tubes. I was like yourself and was very anxious a few days before my operation. I kept thinking of all that could possibly go wrong.

However yesterday (the day of my op) I was so eager to get in and get it over and done with. I felt slightly nervous whilst walking down to theatre however you just have to tell yourself you're so brave for getting this far.

As I laid on the bed and they gave me the anesthetic, they told me to think of happy thoughts - mine was fluffy bunnies and my puppy. Before I knew it, I was being woken up in recovery. I even had to ask the nurse if I had been down for my op. Couldn't believe how quickly it was and that I couldn't remember any of it!

Sending big hugs as it's not nice having to go through this, however it will be a huge weight off your shoulders once you get some answers xxx

[oharal93 in reply to Rharvey]

Thank you so much, so nice to hear of other stories. Of course I know I'm not alone but sometimes I feel like I am. I remember last time it was super quick but my fear is the being put never but I guess I'm in the right place should anything go wrong.

Hope your recovering well honey xxx